I can't I can't.
I have lost all motivation to draw. I can't keep sketching on paper and taking crappy pics of it. I am a digital artist and I can't do digital art. I'm so tired.
And you know what is really pissing me off? I try to go to school early every once in a while so that I can do digital art. There are only two computers in that entire computer room that my drawing tablet works with. They are both Macs and there are only 3 Macs total in the room.
Lately all three have been occupied by people who are using MICROSOFT WORD. WTF >:V SCREW ALL YOU GUYS! There is a sign above them that says not to use the Mac computer unless you're using it for MGD purposes! And while there are TONS of normal computers (windows that don't read my tablet) which you can use in the room. . . you decide to use the MACS!? FOR MICROSOFT WORD!? F U >:[
I am loosing it :C I am not sure any of you guys can really know that I NEED to do digital art it is the best way to express myself and get off this shizz out of my head! Traditional art use to work to an extant but it is not working anymore. I feel like I've been submitting squiggle lines and saying that it's art.
I can't draw. Until I get a new computer I seriously can't do traditional anymore. This might sound super stupid and dramatic to a lot of ppl but I NEED digital art. It's clean, I can fix my mistakes without a mark on it, I can do the best I can with digital art. It's my frikken drug.
I just can't draw anymore. the only time you'll see art from me is if I got a hold of one of the Mac computers at my school. If it is traditional art that means I am going mad and I am squeezing out what's left of my ability with traditional.
I am a little wacko when it comes to art, I really need it. I am already a crazy case when I can't express my words so taking away my digital art is killing me :c
Again this might sound stupid and annoying to most people who don't understand. To them I say go F yourselves :I
I am going to go lay down now :/.